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Phantompains

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Therese Estacion survived a rare infection that nearly killed her, but not without losing both her legs below the knees, several fingers, and reproductive organs. Phantompains is a visceral, imaginative collection exploring disability, grief and life by interweaving stark memories with dreamlike surrealism.

Taking inspiration from Filipino horror and folk tales, Estacion incorporates some Visayan language into her work, telling stories of mermen, gnomes, and ogres that haunt childhood stories of the Philippines and, then, imaginings in her hospital room, where she spent months recovering after her operations.

Estacion says she wrote these poems out of necessity: an essential task to deal with the trauma of hospitalization and what followed. Now, they are demonstrations of the power of our imaginations to provide catharsis, preserve memory, rebel and even to find self-love.

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Therese Estacion

Therese Estacion is part of the Visayan diaspora community. She spent her childhood between Cebu and Gihulngan, two distinct islands found in the archipelago named by its colonizers as the Philippines, before she moved to Canada with her family when she was ten years old. She is an elementary school teacher and is currently studying to be a psychotherapist. Therese is also a bilateral below knee and partial hands amputee, and identifies as a disabled person/person with a disability. Therese lives in Toronto. Her poems have been published in CV2 and PANK Magazine, and shortlisted for the Marina Nemat Award. Phantompains is her first book.

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"Once upon a time the spectacle" – Agta – Duwende – Afloat – Tianak – The White Lady of the Philippines – Aswang – 15 $1.50

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Ancho – Lady of Sorrows – Ama&Apo – Smoke Struck – Tito Joey – Elegy for Ang Kong – Staying Present 12 $1.20

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Pee – Iron Body – Coma Dreams – Hands – The Amputee by the Magnolia Tree – The ABG (Able-Bodied Gaze) – Report on Phantompains – ICU I – ICU II … 24 $2.40

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Thinking about things again: misery during leg amputations month 10 $1.00

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EF I – EF II – EF III – EF IV – EF V – 27 $2.70